THIS PAGE IS DEDICATED TO MY LOVELY GIRLFRIEND <3

THIS PAGE IS DEDICATED TO MY LOVELY GIRLFRIEND <3

wheatley is the absolute light of my life- it's the reason i get up in the morning, the reason i take care of myself, the reason i know what true love feels like... despite being in several relationships before meeting it, i have never fallen as hard as i have as i have for wheatley.

he allows me to be myself in a way i havent been able to before; i tend to exaggerate certain parts of myself depending on who i talk to- i act sillier in some groups, as a voice of reason in others, etc.

i've felt i could never really be myself, even with people i trust and have known for years. it's different with him, though... for quite possibly the first time in my life, i really feel like i can be myself, and not a caricature of my most defining traits. i can be my "default settings," so to speak. he has never once judged me for it.

there was a period of my life where i thought that i simply wasnt built for being loved romantically. i would do my best, be as "myself" as i could be, but all my previous lovers lost their feelings for me, or found someone they liked more than me. i figured i was the problem in some way, but i didnt know what i was doing wrong.

now, i don't hate most of my exes- i'm still good friends with a few, actually. but, after a while, being told that you arent what someone is looking for weighs down on you mentally. in my case, it made me think that i wasnt meant to be loved in that way. i had friends, i had family, but i would never have a lover- i just needed to accept that.

but then i met wheatley, and she changed my entire life.

i only have thanks to give it- thanks for accepting me for me, thanks for always being by my side, thanks for introducing me to new things i love, thanks for helping me rediscover things i loved in the past.

but, above all, thank you for showing me that deserve love, as much as anyone else does. i love you so much. <3